"I won't go,
i won't sleep...
i can't breathe,
until you're resting here with me.
I won't leave,
i can't hide...
i cannot be,
until you're resting here with me."
~Dido~
*breaking all the rules here*
Don't Walk Away...
Standing in the doorway,
I forgot to say one thing.
You always had the power,
to lift my wings.
I know i shouldn't need so much,
and we can say goodbye.
Oh yes i am a dreamer,
I still see us, flying high.
We can start over,
darling it's clear.
Love is what brought you here.
Don't walk away,
Oh, to see if i follow.
Don't walk away,
victory's hollow.
Been down that road,
it didn't take us home.
Turn around,
you won't be alone.
Something brings us together,
and keeps tearing us apart.
The wounded are much wiser,
we'll just take it from the start.
We can start over,
darling it's clear.
Love is what brought you here.
Don't walk away,
oh, to see if i follow.
Don't walk away,
victory's hollow.
Been down that road,
It didn't take us home.
Turn around,
you won't be alone.
We can start over,
darling it's clear.
Love is what brought you here.
~Pat Benetar~
It's the beginning of another weekend for all of us...
I wish somehow words of comfort could go out to both Rob and Kristen. I wish there was some way of letting them know, we care.
I wish that this had never happened, to force two people in such great pain - apart...
The lies, the deception of the media, playing this at every angle;
who cheated first, who got bored first, who is going to win in this...
No one, no one wins in a situation such as this.
My heart still feels heavy, but i feel that there is some light at the end of the tunnel. So many forget that these two young people came together because they fell in love. That despite the worry of getting hurt -
A young girl, let a young man into her heart.
People are so quick to judge, so quick to mock, so quick to forget...
"I love him, I love him, I'm so sorry..."
Does that sound like the words of a girl who wanted to cheat?
Does that sound like a girl who doesn't care who she hurt?
The media spins and we spin. Around and around believing everything that it says, every angle it covers. When the simplest of truths stare you right in the face.
Do i believe in my heart Kristen Stewart doesn't love Robert Pattinson? - No!
Do i believe she intentionally went out one day to cheat on him? - No!
Do i believe she is sorry for her part in such a devastating course of action? -
ABSOLUTELY!!!
WE damn and condemn so quickly, so blindly, so foolishly...
WE know of nothing, other than what the media want to spin to fit into a handful of photographs and suggestive words. Oh yes, Kristen admitted to her part in all of this...her tearful confession (which i do believe to have been) was brought on by the fear and the realisation of what she had done - her part in all of this. Her mournful pain of who she had hurt; a man who she loves with every fibre of her being. Always frightened that they would be pulled apart by either fans or the media, who seemed to almost act as if they were looking at a juicy piece of steak.
(Her fears are now coming true and she unfortunately played her hand in this)
A young girl who took a chance; went against the odds, followed her heart.
A heart that led her to a man, who loved her with every cell in his body...
and he still does.
Oh we are quick to dismiss such a fanciful emotion; 'he will find someone who really loves him!' Such wise words coming from a person who knows nothing about life.
IF, by some small measure of chance, that the voices of those who care can be heard, read and understood.
Then know this.
I believe that Rob and Kristen belong to each other. That they are part of the one living thing.
I believe they are both hurt and i believe that hurt is cutting deep.
But i believe forgiveness is the key to unlocking unhappiness...
that when you can forgive, you can heal your heart.
Rob and Kristen;
Listen to your heart
And it will give you the answers you are seeking.
T xx
